Saturday, 27 October 2012
Wednesday, 24 October 2012
Biostatistics..
To me, one of the worst kinds of lectures you can get, is a lecture on mathematics :/
Deshou? XD
I mean, its good because I'm getting explanations on how these biostatistics work but I can't get myself to stay alert D:
Maybe because I got about 6hrs sleep.... but that should be enough! D:
Oh I'm in biostats class now btw heehee I'm recording lecture cause I feel tired now.. might miss out on important tips and since I'm already sleepy I might as well do other stuff... like blogging ;D
I watched Body of Proof Season 2 last night because my sister follows it now and it distracted me XD
Last night's episode was on a bacterial outbreak of biosafety level FOUR and was found to be bioterrorism because a guy felt that the world is over populated and thought that more people should die... :/
The costumes and makeup were good in showing the bloody mouth foam, etc. The main character also has a very cool and strong character that reminds me of a more pro version of my dad hehs. Good show overall! For those CSI or Bones or Castle lovers ;D
P.S: what's with that image above..?
ITS ONE OF MY FAV GAMES NOW <3
Kay bye ((:
Friday, 19 October 2012
Slumping into the Shadows.
I try not to think about it. But how can it be possible when I witness it time and again?
Its obvious I don't have great vocals compared to many people, cause the amount of true support I receive from family, friends and strangers are at a low.
The one that hits me the hardest is family. Be it distant aunties or grandaunties and uncles and whoever. Its like no matter how much I try to show myself, nothing happens.
Well, I guess it can't be helped since I don't have talent. So all I can do is to feel sad and move on in life. Afterall, singing is the only thing that I can pull out of my pocket whenever I'm feeling all alone.
Its an important refuge.
I'll forever be slumped in people's shadows.
Wednesday, 17 October 2012
So yeah since now I have no Twitter (I deleted my account)..
Sunday, 7 October 2012
Life updating.
Those pictures above are a couple of my major fail maple randomized looks XD
Hi people (:
So I got knocked down again.
And it was painful like other times.
At least I think it was.
Cause I'm starting to feel numb.. maybe? (:
Parents ask me why. Ask me to say what I'm thinking of. Assume things cause I don't say anything.
But the truth is that I really don't know. XD
And sadly it makes them worry too..
Shinpai shinai de. I wanna say that to them.. but sometimes their words hurt too(I can't rmr why).. even as they're trying to "pry" me open.. cause there's really nothing to dig out.. is there..?
I just did a whole load of blog shopping D: if only I had the money to do the kind of shopping I do.. I NEED TO WORK D: I'm such a lazy bum oh dear.. Kay nights!