Brunch~!

Sad how I see local celebrities like Naomi Neo having to control the wat she posts her blog entries while we can just blog anyway we want whoohoo! XD

Breakfast in the making~ Will upload final pic on instagram XD

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Alone and Useless

In this quiet night with the sounds of insects chirping behind, negative feelings beat me down. My head feels heavy, like its being pulled back.

Ohmygosh suddenly felt really drowsy and heavy. So I have started standing instead of sitting but its still there. Bus coming in minutes urghhhh and I just missed one before. Alone. Feeling cold yet hot oh gosh. Bus come quickly please. Please come quickly..

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Repeats

I thought you wouldn't do this again.

I am now on bus 173 to clementi interchange, where I will then take an MRT to Tampines~ :D

What for you ask? For my classmate, Cheryl's bday chalet~! I like chalets :D

I wanna stay throughout, but I'm worried about home, so I'm just staying for one night to compromise to my want and my need to.

Oh! Just passed by my old school's temporary building when I was in primary 3&4 :DD Memories~

So yeah, I thought things were going pretty well around me other than myself, until this had to happen.

Seriously, you being a man, can you please make up your mind and stick with it? Don't choose smth yet go off track again like that. You give ppl false hope and then hurt them.

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Many Faces

I don't even know what my true self is like anymore.

For quite awhile, I've been puzzled as to why I can be quiet and shy at times, before drastically changing to become loud and tomboyish, without actually trying to fake it.
It's as if, I had no problem being either one at those points in time.

Realizing this is really very scary. To me. It's like I'm a freak or something. So I keep pondering about it every time I'm reminded of my situation.

I guess, it's because I've come to discover and learn of so many personalities where each one receives different kinds of responses from various people.
For example, when I knew of personality 1, I liked the kinds of responses they got and learnt to be like them. Then when I got to know of personality 2, I also tried to pick it up. I guess that's how I gradually made myself into a complete mess of personality mash ups.

And now, I'll never find that someone who loves me for who I truly am, cause the question still remains - who am I truly?

Besides being a child of God, or a See family member or something, I don't know what my inner being is anymore. So if I seem bipolar or quadripolar, please forgive me. Best is to inform me kindly ((:

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Hi hi! ^^

Now playing is my most recent y'know.. :D

Initially, I had asked JJ to help me mix~

But due to Prelims and problems with Audition, it was difficult for her >.<

So I asked Sean to help instead :D

And he mixed it great!!

If I had mixed it, the cover would've ended up super soft and noisy :/

But yeah everything else aside..

I wish I had a cuter soothing voice, then it would've sounded better as well..

But if the Lord has blessed me with this voice of mine, I shall take it and ganbatte!! >///<

There's bowling league later whoohoo!

League is a sort of long-term competition and this one spans across 8 months..?

Takes place every Tuesday night starting @8pm till whatever time each team finishes bowling their games :D

We win based on a point system, so you "battle" a different team every week to earn as many points out of 20.

Eg: 10-10, 15-5, 3-17, etc~

Now we're pretty low in ranks.. BUT WE'LL CATCH UP HAHAHAHA WATCH OUT YOU PPL >:D

Our team consists of See family members:

Mah grandparents, mah parents, mah sis and mah 2 uncles :DD

KAYKAY ABRUPT BYE! :D

All I wanna say is that..

My next goal is..

To be able to have a Q&A video :'D

It looks so fun!

I've seen people doing really good ones with funny questions and quirky answers!

But I've also seen those where it's almost as if they are talking to themselves..

Like the kinds of questions they answer are so bare and minimal and stuff XD

But yeah, reach up for the sun! ((:

So hai~!
I was studying my microbiology till about 9pm?

Then I started slacking.. DD:

I'm waiting for dear JJ to finish mixing my Sweets Parade cover!

Meanwhile, I watched DeeKosh's new video

SINGAPORE STYLE!
A lovely fun filled parody of OPPA GANGNAM STYLE!

And Naomi Neo was in it!

She. Is the epitomy of cute+pretty.

Her huge eyes and cute buck teeth and everything!

I can't believe she's just 16 ._.

Even up till now, make up still feels foreign to me even though I did put some on before ._.

And I'm afraid of contact lenses even though I wanna try them ._.

But anyways, I went on a camwhore spree..

Please only look if you don't mind..

*JYANG JYANG!*

 

 

Sorry I-I don't really know camwhore poses..

And I don't intend to do much..

AND I'M IN HOME CLOTHES HAHAHAHAHA XD

So ya BYE! :D