~Blooming Towards the Sun~

Wow.

Like nth even matters.
It hurts.

It hurts because I think of how Im so full of flaws.
It hurts because I think about the many pretty, skinny, not-so-short, fairer girls out there.
It hurts because you were always there for me.
It hurts because I know I took you for granted.
It hurts because I know I was like this to you 3x before.
It hurts because I think, you wont come back to me like I tried to you before.
It hurts because Im.. Im going overseas in 3 years?

I really dont wanna leave. I dont want to I dont I dont I dont I dont.

I really really dont.
It hurts because

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