Why. Why why did I have to say all those?
Why did I left my fingers slip up?
Why couldn't I have more self control?
Why do I start crumbling so easily in all aspects once I start experiencing academic stress for the first time?
I'm already breaking apart in many areas and.. I realized that losing you all is my biggest heartbreak that I can actually want to break out in tears in publuc. Omg. It hasn't happened in so long but I can't stop it. I couldn't even break out in a tear easily with ppl around for so long. So... So long.
Why was I so stupid? I'm so childish and ignorant and weak.This little bit of stress and I start to lose sight and momentum of everything.
EVERYTHING!
Forgetting worksheets, not enough time to study or more like bad time management as usual, feeling my eyes getting dry at like 8pm already and all the shizz omgomgomg.
Sometimes I feel that the world could do with one less person.
But I'm a coward so I don't dare.
And I wanna see Daddy God in Heaven, so I'm not gonna do it.
And I had distanced myself from him for an entire month. I didnt realize that that brought my spirits down so much.
Please please please help me Lord..? ((:
Why did I left my fingers slip up?
Why couldn't I have more self control?
Why do I start crumbling so easily in all aspects once I start experiencing academic stress for the first time?
I'm already breaking apart in many areas and.. I realized that losing you all is my biggest heartbreak that I can actually want to break out in tears in publuc. Omg. It hasn't happened in so long but I can't stop it. I couldn't even break out in a tear easily with ppl around for so long. So... So long.
Why was I so stupid? I'm so childish and ignorant and weak.This little bit of stress and I start to lose sight and momentum of everything.
EVERYTHING!
Forgetting worksheets, not enough time to study or more like bad time management as usual, feeling my eyes getting dry at like 8pm already and all the shizz omgomgomg.
Sometimes I feel that the world could do with one less person.
But I'm a coward so I don't dare.
And I wanna see Daddy God in Heaven, so I'm not gonna do it.
And I had distanced myself from him for an entire month. I didnt realize that that brought my spirits down so much.
Please please please help me Lord..? ((:
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