♥ Animals ♥

Guess what!!
We got to do Chicken handling today during our Animal Welfare, Behaviour and Handling laboratory period XD

Well, I've got to say..
Chickens do give off quite a stench..
But they're so cute :'D
We learnt and practiced grasping/capturing them with our two hands, before restraining them.
I even carried one of it like a baby AND IT STAYED CALM :'D

Oh but their piles of excrement is oh-so-gross HAHAHA XD
Too bad we aren't allowed to take photos in Animal Lab!
It's to prevent those extreme animal lovers from taking our photos out of context and getting us into trouble of "ill treating" animals ._.

For example, we could be trying out a rat restraining equipment whereby the tail is left hanging outside for the drawing of blood, while the rat is sitting inside a space tight enough so it won't move and twist suddenly which will complicate the drawing of blood.

Then maybe a photo is taken and someone shares it to the public as "ANIMAL ABUSE! RATS KEPT IN TIGHT BOUNDARIES WITHOUT THE RIGHT TO MOVE FREELY! BAN ANIMAL TESTING!" or something silly, you get my point HAHAHA XD

So yeah, I think I enjoy handling birds more than other creatures..?
I mean, I love dogs and fluffy animals or tortoises and fish as pets, but in terms of work, I guess handling birds doesn't give me as much pressure..?

And my class is the first class to draw chicken blood!! Though I didn't try heh heh ^^
But my heart didn't feel as sick as when I thought of drawing the blood of mice and rats..
Maybe cause I could actually properly see the blood vessel of the chicken, unlike the mice and rats >.<

So yeah, join Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Veterinary Bioscience Course[VBS] under The School of Life Science and Chemical Technology[LSCT]!! <3<3<3

AFA '12!

The promised AFA pictures!

Sorry it's not much Dx

 

 

Re-entry stamp for 2nd day :D

First day's stamp was green!

 

 

A new friend's nyan paw and my basket of free give away gummies!

 

 

Loot part #1, Day #1

Rukia's bankai sword and GC posters!! <3

 

 

 

Loot part #2, Day 1

B*RS, Nurarihyon and Shana folders!! <3

 

 

 

S.A.O ALFheim large scale poster!!

Stupid otaku boys being annoying when my sister was taking the photo.

 

 

 

01-Ghost~!! <3

Teito Klein~!!

//awkwardsmileinphoto..

 

 

 

Loot part #1, Day 2!

Teito cushion and Domo cushion!

Anyoen want the Domo cushion? I don't actually want it HAHAHA $10!

 

 

Fortune Arterial folder!!

Erika and Haruna!! :DD

 

 

 

Top Nendoroid Pic - Famous 4 tsundere characters voiced by the same seiyuu!

2nd Nen Pic - VOCALOID~! Miku being silly with Rin laughing XD

Bottom Nen Pic - B*RS!!

Plus 2 EZ-Link card stickers at the left :DD

 

Thats all!!

At first AFA seemed boring, but when I got to know the layout better and where the good shops were, it became fun HAHAHA XD

Procrastination..?

Yeah I said I'll post AFA photos in my next post but oops!
HAHAHAHA XD
I just have something I want to share real quick.

I really thank God for what he has done for me even though I really haven't been putting aside time for him.
Even my nightly Quiet Time sessions have been put on hold for my own selfish reasons.
Despite my selfish human wants and doings, He still is watching over me and my family :'D

So I am on the verge of re-giving up on my Inorganic Chemistry Module then face expulsion from school. Because I really suck at the subject and I refuse to seek help.
Then, my new lecturer who didn't even know I was repeating the module or sucking at it came by and helped me with my worksheet! Step by step!
It's something small but it really touched my heart and opened my eyes ((':
When I returned home to tell my mom, she then told me that she has actually been praying that either I'll gather enough courage to seek help or that a lecturer will come to me personally. So wow :DDD

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Halfway Through (:

So yeah the title basically refers to how I'm almost halfway through the 2nd semester of Year 1(:

 

And I've got so much to do!

 

Seems like I always type about how much I have to do and what I want to do on my blog XD

I guess it helps me to reorganize my thoughts for a little while before I get all messed up again :P

 

So yeah have a few projects on hand right now and they are not making large progress but I'm sure we will do them well! ^^

Then~ Yeah the usual tutorials and practical worksheets that I try to rush and hand in //sobs

I end school early [12pm~1pm] 3/5 of the weekdays so I guess it's not so bad ^^

But I begin and end the week with late timetables [5pm~6pm] D:

 

Oh wells, lecturers and schoolmates have been treating me well so it makes school easier to go through with ^^

Even though I don't return a good enough attitude towards my learning and socializing..

 

Regarding YT, I guess I managed to distance mysself from being too attached to it, so I don't have as many random urges to record something ^^"

This way, I can practice and work on a cover more seriously than having impromptus like I always do ._.

Still in the midst of choosing a song for when I reach 200 subs :'D

But really. It's amazing how I even reached 190+. ;A;

Considering my crappy beginnings, random vlogs and stuff.. sankyuu all ((":

 

I realize I lack photos here ._.

Will upload some in my next entry maybe?

Or should I do it now? ._.

//runsofftograbphonewithphotos

 

-Minutes Later-

My TVs shiny enough to reflect HAHAHA XD

 

That's actually a Men's hoodie btw :DD

 

Okay I'll upload AFA photos in my next post heh heh ^^"

School Drop Out

Why? Why am I so useless?

After all the education and upbringing from MG, I end up so weak like this.

After all the care and love from my family, I return to them useless behaviour.

After all the support and expectations from people around me, I produce such lowly results.

I even have the option to think about dropping out of school, without even holding a basic diploma degree, to start working odd jobs.

What is this Isabelle? What is this?

So useless you can't even hand in worksheets on time cause you don't know how to do them.

So useless you can't even control your floodgates and emotions.

So useless you dropped from being some fakeshit chemistry ace to a total chemistry failure.

So useless how could you even be from MG?!

IM LIKE WTCRAP OKAY? JUST GO AND DIE CAN? WHICH MG GIRL CANT EVEN GET A BASIC DIPLOMA DEGREE?

MY FAMILY IS ALL EXCITED FOR ME TO BECOME SOME VET CAUSE NOW SO MANY PEOPLE KNOW IM IN VET COURSE. AM I SUPPOSED TO BURST THEIR BUBBLE AND EXPECTATIONS NOW?

I don't want my parents and grandparents to be disappointed, since my whole family really is into animals, they're really supportive of me being a vet. I really can't dash their expectations so easily, now that I had given them the idea I'm gonna be a vet since I chose vet course without much thought.

At the end of the day, its all my fault.
I wanna be a vet, but I'm afraid and not working hard for it.

I refuse to seek lecturers for help. I just refuse so badly despite the many times my mother advices me to. I don't know why okay. Its just really really scary cause I dont know HOW to consult. Cause I seem to understand everything in lecture, but when I attempt questions BAMM IM STUPID AGAIN YAYYY!

this really sucks.

I never ever thought of the possibility of me being expelled. And now, its just this close. Its scary.

Great. TMR IS AFA AND IM GONNA HAVE PUFFY EYES WTFREAK. JUST STOP OKAY ISABELLE?! DONT KNOW HOW TO STOP IS IT?! SHIT EVERYTHING AND YOURSELF OKAY?! YOU SHOULD SLAP YOURSELF AND CRUSH YOUR KNUCKLES WITH THE DOOR. MAYBE THE PAIN WILL MAKE YOUR LITTLE BRAIN WORK AGAIN.

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Bad Books.

That's it.

I'm going to train myself a little. Using a weapon for attack and defense.

To be honest, its reeeeally hard to get into my bad books. Its hard to find and spot any annoying or irritating traits in people all around.

But, if you do something that somehow ticks me off, you're screwed.

What ticks me off?

Disrespectful kids my age(like hello? You should be mature enough to know your limits right?)

Very proudly and loudly mean by being superficial and immature. Please learn how to properly judge a person. We all should know by now that no one is perfect. You yourself aren't perfect either, you don't have the right to hurt others through your thoughtless judgements. Period.

I can't really think of more.. but basically if anyone hurts or seems threatening to my friends, like THAT poor poor guy at KAP, you messed with the wrong person.

Of course I didn't do anything to him cause we were in uniform. Urgh. If not, I would've done more than humiliation.

You can hurt me, fine. Don't be a threat to the people around me.

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Random FB Page.. ^^

Etto...

Here's the link to my random FB page for Tsukishima*Miharu ((:
If you're wondering who's that,

she's the one who covered the song playing on my blog yayyy ^^

 

http://www.facebook.com/TsukishimaMiharu

 



Nightmares, Fears & Regrets.

Ano ne, I had a nightmare last night that one of my precious family members died.
The entire dream was a mash up of various parts that don't link :/

Like first, it started off as some competition to see which group can earn the most money.
We were brought to a wallet shop to pick a free wallet to keep the money in.
I remember very clearly that I saw 3 different sunflower designed wallets and I was admiring them *A*

Then the family member die thing. Urgh it was horrible.

Then, a certain interesting friend's friend whom I neither really talked to irl nor actually know much, appeared too.. and I'm like "H-How..? o.o"
Its just some pasts in what people call a love life.
Pshht like who would've thought I would be talking about it one day ha ha ha.

But yeah. I'm sorry to anyone that I shut out before. No matter how sweet it seemed or how moved I was, there are some people around that make a boy-girl (or man-woman) relationship look painful.

It sucks when those people are the ones closest to you.

I feel sick when I think of myself in one.. I feel sad maybe, yes, but I can find things to distract me. Since I'm like some professional self entertainer HAHAHAHA XD

FOREVER AVAILABLE FTW!

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Anchovies.

My life is a lie. Again. D:

So if you all have been following my twitter..
YOU WOULD'VE SEEN THE ENTIRE ANCHOVIES ISSUE I HAD D:
Who would've known anchovies were fish?! Right?! RIGHT?!

-pantpant-
-inhalesdeeply-

Now I remember the moment when we learnt that H2O isn't made of H+ and OH- ions ._.

I proudly announce that I have lost whatever pride I have left  //dejected

-dies and revives-

Hi guys I totally know what anchovies are whoohoo!!
Let's have a party to celebrate the number 12827329 moment of enlightenment!!
(Numbers are fictional)

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