The One, or The Suitables?

Lord, there's still something I'm feeling really lost about.
Is there really something called "The One" for each of us?
What if "The One" for girl A is boy A, but "The One" for boy A is girl B?
And what if girl C already messed up her chance with "The One" for her? Will she be fated to be alone forever? Or end up in unhappy and unfulfilling relationships?

Then again, is there no "The One", but many who are suitable, where only one will click with the other under good conditions?

If there's only "The One".. I think I've messed mine up already.

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Star Project!

EVERYONE AND ANYONE!!
I'M SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF!!

//facepalm
//facetable
//facewall
//flipsmyself

You see.. I was playing Star Project like a happy little girl, because I want the character I'm grooming to become a star to level up..
Then, I realized his dance skills were quite meager and wanted to go for some dance lessons..
BUT THAT MINI-GAME FOR THE DANCE LESSON IS SO HARD!!
THAT ASKCADISGHUDCASVAB MINI-GAME DDD:

I kept re-trying over and over BUT I KEPT FAILING!! DDD:
Until I ran out of energy. Or rather, my star ran out of energy.

//depressed


So yeah I have to wait for his energy to be restored again..
And I'm sad..
AND ANGRY AT MY LOUSY GAME SKILLS D:
Why do I have such pathetic gaming abilities //sobsobs

uwaaaaaaaaa~

Oh wells kay BYE~! :D

Blessed or not?

After going to the Chen Su Lan Methodist Children's Home, my eyes really opened so much more.
It's so many times more real when you go to the place itself and get to know how they operate, instead of knowing the name of that charity organization that your fund raising is going to benefit.

Firstly, I had no idea they have a time table even at the home. That's like going to a second school after school. Times are allocated specifically for studying and playing ._. Despite how tiresome it sounds, its cause they need to maintain order, know where everyone are and prevent any bgr accidents on site as much as they can ^^

Secondly, they cannot access Facebook in the home and their phones are kept away unless they go out ._. //dies

That aside, the home is a place where they can have their own privacy and space, a suitable environment to study and grow in a Christian environment! They have good food and are given all their necessities, plus, get to choose a present of theirs choice for Xmas within a certain budget! ^^

I found myself to be truly blessed, with the amount of freedom I have in time usage and purchasing power (just spent 46 bucks ytd and almost 20 today urgh). I also get easy access to high tech equipment and have more than I need.

I felt like they deserved more than a small computer lab of 12 computers and such.

But then again, these extra stuff are just luxuries. So maybe they're not really lacking. But we just have too much. :P

Well anyways, conclusion for me? I wouldn't want to stay there. No thanks. They have 86 children and youths to care for and cram in. I enjoy life now with my loving and capable family, fun friends and all the blessings I've received. I just need to give more than whatever I'm giving now.

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No More Twitter!

Yeps!
As the title says, I have no more twitter!
Deactivated it once again, and I shall try to make sure I won't reactivate it like I did before >.<
No special reason, just trying to control the number of distractions I have ^^

In the meantime, I'm on my way to Chen Su Lan Methodist Children's Home with my family and paternal granny!
First time ever for all of us! My granny joined us cause she said she has always wanted to go but never got the chance to ((:

Oh good lord I'm so bloated I'm gonna puke if I continue typing in this moving vehicle so bye!!

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Friendly Writing Competition!

So~ Due to boredom~
I just joined the Writer's Cafe community online ^^
Where I can share my amateur writings with others and get feedback to improve!

Also, I just entered my first ever story writing competition today!
'cause it looked interesting, whereby the moderator gives a starter line,

"She/He was standing there with no clothes"

and we have to cook up a story from there :D

I saw the 2 other entries, 1 was kind of plain to me about husband and wife, but the other was captivating and mystical! It made me feel calm and smile when it ended! Sadly, his spelling and grammar aren't as strong as the 1st story I read, making me stumble a little as I read it, but I loved it! There was some symbolism or something..?

I dunno, I'm not very literature..

So here's a bit of what I wrote!

She was standing there without any clothes, panting heavily as she paused for breath.

There was no time to grab what little she had.

There was no other chance for her to break free.

This time, for sure, she will succeed.

A field of daffodils, that could have bloomed ever so radiantly, cruelly scorched dry by Sun's rays, lacking in water, left to die. Slowly.

She must succeed.

And yeah it continues somemore, please do give me some tips or short reviews! >.<
Byebye!!

http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/TsukishimaFuyumi/1093816/

Singing... No wait. What? Voice Acting?

I know that the Story Of Evil series composed and written by Mothy is really popular and that it would be easy to raise awareness of it.
I know that is is due to my lack of popularity that I'm unable to successfully increase other's awareness of our project, "Ojou to Meshitsukai"/"The Princess and Her Servant".

//sad face

I would just like to say... that it takes a lot of effort to voice act, clean the voice samples, mix everything together, get the background music and effects, have the animation done, etc~

Despite all these, my friends don't complain because it's something we all enjoy and have fun together~!

As we put in our happiness and emotions into the end product, we just wish that we can share our best efforts with the rest of the world who are sadly deprived //shot XDD

Do read Nanami's blog review ----> http://kyohakuhime.blogspot.com/2012/12/dream-dubs-story-of-evil-fan-adaptation.html

If you want information that is easy to understand ^^

Thank you!!

New Cover!

Click link below~!

Six Trillion Years & One Night's Story

The song cover which is playing on my blog now but in wayyyyy better quality.
The blog music player is so crappy but oh wells HAHAHA thank God there's one anyways :D

Story of Evil.

A novel based off his own song series, forming the Story of Evil.

-What follows below is directly copied and pasted-

~Chapter 1~

Once upon a time there was a kingdom.

A wise king who built the kingdom in his lifetime was taken with illness and a queen of the sweet voice, who was his wife, ruled the land instead of him. She governed for the betterment of people, rather better than him, and the kingdom enjoyed prosperity. Although her reign continued after his death, she suffered from the same affliction and passed away.

The one left behind was her "only daughter", who was brought up in comfort, having great-flamboyant furniture, a beautiful and fine horse, and a servant who looked like her and was willing to do whatever she wanted. She took her mother's place and reigned over the kingdom. However, her dominion was far from good. She imposed heavy taxes on the people and purged the ones who did not abide by her orders. Gradually people came to call the country as "the kingdom of evil and cruelty" and the princess as "daughter of evil".

 

CHAPTER 2 NEXT TIME UNLESS YOU SEARCH IT UP YOURSELF HAHAHAHA XD

Just kidding, here's the wiki link <3

http://vocaloid.wikia.com/wiki/Story_of_Evil

Go straight to the "Plot Overview" section if you want the summaries of each chapter, like the one above ^
Byeeeee ^^

!~Dream Dubs~!

HAI HAI!
So diregarding my previous ranting posts,
I wanna share that I've joined an amazing group of dubbers who formed "Dream Dubs"~!

Our first project is an English Fan Adaptation of the Story of Evil novels
It is called, "Ojou to Meshitsukai" aka "The Princess and The Servant" ((:
AND NO IT'S NOT A LOVE STORY BETWEEN THE PRINCESS AND HER TRUSTY SERVANT HAHAHAHA XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVl9YywhIUs&feature=share&list=PLJYdTJE9zRTh6MuN61ic61XlEM10Q12xR

Click the link to watch and find out!
Be sure to last through the video, cause my personal favourite dubbers are spread throughout the video and I'm sure you'll like 'em too!

*coughcoughLENcoughcoughBLUEGUYCALLEDKAITOcoughcoughKINGcoughcough*

HAHAHAHA.

OH MY GOD ISABELLE HAHAHAHAHA YOU'RE GONNA GET DISMISSED YOU PIECE OF DUCKBUTT HAHAHAHA AT THE RATE YOU'RE GOING WITH PONNING LECTURES AND TUTORIALS AND PRACTICALS AND NOT HANDING IN YOUR PATHETIC WORKSHEETS FOR THIS MODULE YOU'RE ALREADY REPEATING HAHAHA YOU'RE GONNA FAIL INORGANIC CHEM AGAIN AND GET DISMISSED YAYYYYYY!!

And here I am.
Not even studying.
Re-listening to Youtube videos.
Stupid aren't I?

So this is what it feels like to have no motivation.
I feel even worse towards you than I already did before, for what I did during our O level period.
It's my fault you ended up in ITE.
I was supposed to be a good friend and help you all the way.
Cause I'm sure you're definitely worth more than this.
Even Laselle wouldn't be too hard I believe.

I'm the worst.

Dismissal.

Isabelle, nobody really cares so shut up.

I, myself, know the severity of my situation.
I, myself, am very much afraid of the consequences.

But I am SO tired and SO lazy, I don't even seem to be doing anything for my future anymore.

Dismissal from Ngee Ann Poly is very real for me, no matter how much I tell people, everyone takes it as some mosquito flying by.
But its okay because it helps me to laugh it off and feel better.

Then.. yeah!
I continue to not do anything.
I don't see myself being a good vet.
I don't see myself having a good future.
I can't remember how I thought and felt like when I was just 2 years younger and happier.

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