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Otome Ge-mu!

Hi hi!!
I'm feeling really excited and happy
Cause I started on the creation of my own short and simple two ending otome game!

I'm just being overly aspriring now and trying this out even though I don't even know how to use Audacity nor know the HTMLs used for blog writing and stuff.. o.o

However, making my own visual novel is possible due to the very reliable quick start manual provided! I also need to make myself sit there and read thoroughly in order to not miss out any small details (which I did.. and made me go crazy for a bit.. :P)

Now I've started making the game with just dialogue, no images or music yet as I've yet to have them ready >.<

Also, I'll need to plan out the rest of the story line before I can continue scripting the game smoothly

Btw scripting in this case isn't just writing out the story line, it includes code and instructions to allow for transitions and change of images or music and when what comes next. The most complicated part is to create the options to select during the game itself, that determine the outcome of your game. :DD

YAYYYY KAY BYE!

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WorkWorkWork!

First day of work today~ Let the training begin!

So its my first time actually being surrounded by no one else other than working adults on the train and walking to Flor Patisserie @ Duxton Hill..

But the walk amongst all these ranges of shabby to classy shop houses is kind of interesting heehee :D Cause I hardly come to these areas.. Almost never actually..

Oh and I see either shaggy clothed people pushing stuff, the usual commoners and workers or those dressed like they're going for a fashion show pshht XD

JUST BE FRIEEEENDS~! just played finish HAHAHA oh goodness I need a toilet AHHHHHH but I question the availability of one around here..

AND I NEED A SCREEN CLEANER MY SCREEN GETS MY FINGERPRINTS AND I NEED TO CLEAN IT D:

I saw a B*RS one last time BUT I DIDNT BUY IT AND NOW I CANT FIND IT AHHHH DD: yes I'm typing I'm caps cause I'm nervous for work and I have energy and I'm alone now HAHAHAHAHA XD I arrived more than an hour early cause I overestimated travelling time by a lot.. >.< kk I shall go and stone and WAIT OMG I JUST READ FINISH OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. SERIOUS. Tamaki is so princely and Haruhi is just so cute with him (not tsundere cute, which happens too much so phew) even though she's tomboyish in looks but is amazing in telling people's problems :'DD

Kk I shall go byeeeeee~

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Confusion

When you quarrel with each other, I feel troubled.
When you laugh with each other, I feel angry.

I should've known. The impending storm that followed when the door of the bedroom I was in got closed. But I didn't take it as something significant and continued reading my manga.

Then, I heard louder voices. Haizz. I was expecting this already anyways.

Confrontation.

So I knew better than to step out and find myself stuck in their situation HAHAHA! What a genius~ -Tamaki'sDreamyPose-

Thus, I had myself a fun time of survival in the bedroom where I couldn't pee. Thankfully, I had a small supply of food and a bottle of water plus my phone and a deflating basketball to entertain myself HAHAHA XD

Anyways.
I guess its saddening and troubling and FRUSTRATING to be a witness of such scenes of a heart breaking and crying and pleading and depression. I also wonder why you DONT see anything wrong in what you did! Instead, you bring God and the devil in, to say that the devil led her to check on you to cause trouble? I mean hello? More like he tempted YOU to repeat your mistakes that resulted in you being guilty from the check right?

And it angers me when you two laugh tgt. It feels.. So fake. So hypocritical. So non-existent. Also, it makes me angry at how you have to stand such intolerant behaviour. I guess we're all very forgiving creatures, just in different aspects.

I can NEVER feel that same peace and happiness again with two of you. NEVER. NEVER OKAY?! Its impossible. But I can never say it to you two as well. This entire chunk. I can never ever say it out to you two. Cause if I do, I'll hate myself. I'll hate myself for sounding so awful. And I'll leave you two while I'm drowning in shame of my unfilial actions.

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Trip! Trip! Trip!

Now I'm with my family bowling at west wood bowling alley :DD And the remix of Titanium is playing! I don't get how lots of people find that its too high to reach ._. But each person's vocal range does differ and mine sucks.. I wanna sound like a cute angel but no I can't..

ANYWAYS~

tomorrow is the trip to NANAS! Noah's Ark Natural Animal Sanctuary located in Malaysia~! I forgot its exact location heehee v(^~^)v

Excited to visit the mangroves(Grew close to them since sec2's CIP :D) and shop for food and most of all, help create a better shelter for the animals in NANAS!! Luckily I've been trained to stand awful smelling stuff from washing buddy's potty........ XD

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Brunch~!

Sad how I see local celebrities like Naomi Neo having to control the wat she posts her blog entries while we can just blog anyway we want whoohoo! XD

Breakfast in the making~ Will upload final pic on instagram XD

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Alone and Useless

In this quiet night with the sounds of insects chirping behind, negative feelings beat me down. My head feels heavy, like its being pulled back.

Ohmygosh suddenly felt really drowsy and heavy. So I have started standing instead of sitting but its still there. Bus coming in minutes urghhhh and I just missed one before. Alone. Feeling cold yet hot oh gosh. Bus come quickly please. Please come quickly..

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Repeats

I thought you wouldn't do this again.

I am now on bus 173 to clementi interchange, where I will then take an MRT to Tampines~ :D

What for you ask? For my classmate, Cheryl's bday chalet~! I like chalets :D

I wanna stay throughout, but I'm worried about home, so I'm just staying for one night to compromise to my want and my need to.

Oh! Just passed by my old school's temporary building when I was in primary 3&4 :DD Memories~

So yeah, I thought things were going pretty well around me other than myself, until this had to happen.

Seriously, you being a man, can you please make up your mind and stick with it? Don't choose smth yet go off track again like that. You give ppl false hope and then hurt them.

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Many Faces

I don't even know what my true self is like anymore.

For quite awhile, I've been puzzled as to why I can be quiet and shy at times, before drastically changing to become loud and tomboyish, without actually trying to fake it.
It's as if, I had no problem being either one at those points in time.

Realizing this is really very scary. To me. It's like I'm a freak or something. So I keep pondering about it every time I'm reminded of my situation.

I guess, it's because I've come to discover and learn of so many personalities where each one receives different kinds of responses from various people.
For example, when I knew of personality 1, I liked the kinds of responses they got and learnt to be like them. Then when I got to know of personality 2, I also tried to pick it up. I guess that's how I gradually made myself into a complete mess of personality mash ups.

And now, I'll never find that someone who loves me for who I truly am, cause the question still remains - who am I truly?

Besides being a child of God, or a See family member or something, I don't know what my inner being is anymore. So if I seem bipolar or quadripolar, please forgive me. Best is to inform me kindly ((:

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