HAIHAI I'M JUST GOING TO DO SOME QUICK BLOGGING BEFORE DAPHNE AND JIN HUI REACH MY HOUSE TO DO MICROBIOLOGY PROJECT :DDD

Okay so yeah I remembered having a lot of things to update about my life,

but somehow when I was looking for photos,

I couln't find much.

OHMYMAMAWHY?!

But nevermind please don't mind my boring dug up photos Dx

Mommy can make real awesome dinners :3

We had beef steak with boiled broccoli last last night~!

The mushroom soup that came with it omg lovelyyyy

-licks fingers- XD

I just felt random after

microbiology lab lesson~

So I snapped a quick photo

of the pretty yellow orchids ((:

The taxi prototype I built during

Idea Jumpstart Challenge!!

It was pretty fun and the building of the taxi

just came to me when I looked at the materials given.

Phew. 35% Dx

NO MORE IJ WHOOHOO!!

Sorry for the tilted photo!

Well that's my kiwi-mango drink :D

I was attracted by the colour at first then the aunty managed to persuade me to buy it.

HAHAHAHA XD

Tastes gooooooood~! (Y)

Taken during Microbiology lab!

Same day as the orchids photo ((:

Okay this was taken from quite a few weeks back!

But it was my first GIF ever with them and I really like it :DD

*NOTICE JIAHUI AKA HIKARI AT THE TOP RIGHT CORNER*

HAHAHAHA XD

kaykay byeee~!

#nowplaying - Happy Syynthesizer by Gumi X Luka~!

Hi there!
So I wanted to blog last night but I was too tired and distracted Dx
Tired cause it was getting later and later.. Distracted why? Cause I was watching YT videos of Nathania Ong's performances :'D


Her voice is truly blessed by God!
She sang before the President at the age of four, performed at many events such as Child Aid concert&Hope concert and finally, she was the young girl who sang the National Anthem during last year's YOG closing ceremony!!


She's a singing star in our dear M.G.S <3


Do check out her singing and like her fanpage on Facebook ((:


I'll update more on myself later on! Tata for now!

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Hi~!!
So here is a photo I took from S.O.A.R's Charity Bazaar last Friday!!

Meet Cookie! Jin Hui's 3 years old doggy~! ((:
He's super cute and has beautiful, sharp ears :'DD

Okay! The rest of the photos below are from today~!

This is Jin Hui's back XD
I was taking a picture of her pretty skirt!
Another classmate of mine said it looks like cupcake paper :O

I went to Shynn's house after lessons to select and bring home some Syrian hamsters from her, since her dad wants her to give them away by Sunday... >.<

There are 3 males[Father + 2 sons] in the green thing above! :D

 

These two light sandy brown ones are now mine ((:

I picked a male and a female XD

Got to return Shynn her hamster carrier of course~!

Went to Pet Lovers' Centre just outside my house to buy a cage and bedding :DD

And I realized their fur colour matched the cage when I put them in XD
Shall by more food tmr!
Cause...... I didn't have enough money on hand..!! >.<

After those few pictures~

All I have to say to conclude is.. I have no money DD:

That's why I'm going to get a part time job when my 7 week break comes..

Hopefully as a baker/counter staff at Vivo's Pet Lovers' Centre pet bakery :DD

Just got 50 bucks yesterday and it's all gone :((

What am I to survive on in school this week? Dx

Oh wells, all for hamsters! :DD <3<3<3

It's 10pm.. Too tired to do revision.. Shall sleep..

Oyasumi nasai~!

My hammies are running on the wheel and climbing on the grills XD

Heyhey~!!
So I tried posting photos in my previous entry but everything sucked and stuff so I couldnt...

BUT HERE IT IS!!

This is my breakfast today :D


HAHAHAHA $3 WHOOHOO!

Anyways, updating on my not-so-funfilled life~! XD

I went to Vivo on Sunday to shop for formal wear for MG's Founder's Day and Graduation Ceremony just yesterday, Mondayyy~ :DD
And my aunty bought me food from Squirrel Bites!! It's a relatively new store in Vivo, same level as Boost juices!


I chose Sandy Trio for my Summer Bites- Chocolate sauce, banana slices and shaved coconut on a freshly deep fried cinnamon sugar coated flat bread <3<3
SOUNDS YUMMY RIGHT?! XD


This is my Ice Bites! - Shaven ice with juicy nata de coco topped off with sweet peach slices~



I went to Pet Lover's Centre upstairs[one of my favourite must go places in Vivo!!] and spotted this hiring poster!!
Just what I wanted!! >.<

Aside from this, I was also thinking of selling my own homebaked doggy treats after I try out the recipes and work on the feedback :3

Okie soooo Im walking to my next class with my really humorous classmates now! XD BYEBYEEE!



Just a really pretty sky outside my condo ((:

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I'm suddenly thinking and realising something.

I might have the same mental problem as my her.

I feel like I need anti depressants. A lot of times.

Especially now. This period of time. Oh. My. Gosh.

My wifi connection sucks at home now. Everything is laggy and not loading or something. I can't even watch my anime to be distracted. Or surf youtube ot facebook or twitter. Each tweet takes forever to be entered. Why why why. I feel this rush of anger down myself and start breathing fast. It's suffocating if I try to slow it down. Is this weird? I feel like banging my head. It's always my head. I don't feel like cutting myself or anything. It's always just my head. It feels stuffed and heavy. I feel like dropping onto the floor and just lie there without a care. Hmmmm.

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Hey there~!!

I just wanted to say..

I'm supposed to go to bed :/

I just finished my microbiology report that I just realized was due the next day..

SO YAY! :D

Yeah anyways,

I want to say sorry for an entire string of bad posts..

I know I said that I would stop posting such posts before, but I went back on my word DD:

I shall try even harder this time!

Since things are getting better I guess ((:

But seriously, I've never been through such a rough patch in my life.

Myabe that's why they decided to come one after another in this period of 9 months. >.<

My eyelids are heavy and my eyes are dry DD:

Shall go off now!

But to round this post up, I would like to say that I had a fun day at the Charity Bazaar today~!

Sorry I have no photos..

Speaking about photos..

All my latest blog posts have been photoless..

SORRY AHHHHHHHHHHH XD

I shall take some of the bazaar later on :P

BAIBAI!

Sometimes I really think Im such. A faker.

Look at my tweets and blog posts. They're all so gloomy and dark. But I can't express it as much to people. Such a faker. Why did I become like that?

Is it true that, what you go through changes you?

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Omg 3rd blog post for today HAHAHAHA XD
So yeah lots of things happened in a flash today, that's why I spammed blog entries :P
Firstly, certain conflicts I caused are on the road to peace!!! I hope ._.
Secondly, my schoolmates are really funny and never fail to make me laugh XD It helped to maintain my spirits at a level high enough so I didn't do anything stupid ._.
Thirdly, today's bowling league was fun!! I managed to stay happy throughout, partly cause my uncles were good jokers and comedians so I kept laughing XD
Even though I lost 4/5 points to my opponent, I'm glad I won one!! HAHAHA XD
Fourthly, Ayden's hamsters gave birth!! And I was just THIS close to buying one todayyy :O So I'm waiting till the kids are big enough to leave the mommy hamster before I take one home as my ownnnn ((:

My back!! My spine!! It's always the right side that hurts or aches.. And its the right hip that is kind of tilted upwards so I've got more "curve" on my right waist than my left.. Haiz..

Anyways GOODNIGHT!! ((:

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Its entirely my fault.
If I didnt start, meimei wouldnt have started either.
Things would be much happier.
There would be one lesser major conflict.
We would look forward to outings again.
I wouldnt feel this way. I dont even feel like Im living anymore. Its hard to breathe.

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Why. Why why did I have to say all those?
Why did I left my fingers slip up?
Why couldn't I have more self control?
Why do I start crumbling so easily in all aspects once I start experiencing academic stress for the first time?

I'm already breaking apart in many areas and.. I realized that losing you all is my biggest heartbreak that I can actually want to break out in tears in publuc. Omg. It hasn't happened in so long but I can't stop it. I couldn't even break out in a tear easily with ppl around for so long. So... So long.

Why was I so stupid? I'm so childish and ignorant and weak.This little bit of stress and I start to lose sight and momentum of everything.
EVERYTHING!
Forgetting worksheets, not enough time to study or more like bad time management as usual, feeling my eyes getting dry at like 8pm already and all the shizz omgomgomg.

Sometimes I feel that the world could do with one less person.
But I'm a coward so I don't dare.
And I wanna see Daddy God in Heaven, so I'm not gonna do it.

And I had distanced myself from him for an entire month. I didnt realize that that brought my spirits down so much.

Please please please help me Lord..? ((:

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I pray to dear Lord that you two will be okay.. I Thank God that your problem hasnt risen to another level.. Thank you for sharing your problems with me even though I'm not your child ((:

Okay. That aside.

I'm just a child and I've never been through such a thing as spouse problems blahblah.. But I know it hurts the children involved when their parents are in conflict..

Be it putting work first, having women outside, or being unable to understand each other, they are all conflicts and while they are caught up in their quibbles and frustrations, we're the ones who get the best front seats.

I'm sorry that we can't help. We can only be a listening ear, but we do not understand everything all the time.

I feel selfish for not understanding and complaining about how hard the feelings are to contain. Sorry..

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Alright this is random but I remembered how I was like when I was younger XD

I remember shouting at my classmate and storming out of class with my bag, ready to head home when I was wrongly accused in primary 3, while everyone else was trying to make me stay.

I remember how I would scream and shout at the top of my voice at home when my little sister wouldn't listen to me.

I remember using violence and harsh words to try to impress upon others how much anger and frustrations I had towards them.

I'm sure I did a lot more terrible things in the past, be it when I was a little girl or maybe just yesterday :(

But all I want to do is to make sure I stop doing such immature stuff ((: If I still do them, I'm sorry heehee :P

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Will harsh words really relieve ones anger?

I had proven myself that the above does not apply, that's why for the last half of my life, I've been telling myself not to say any vulgarities. Cause it not only doesnt relieve anger, it hurts others.

I know I'm not a good person. I shouldn't have been born as an older sister. I didnt know you hated me so much XD

I'm sorry I've always been so clingy and non dependable. I'm really not mad at anyone, not like I have the right to, right? I know it's all my fault XD Cause I chose the path of hiding and running away.

Aww shucks I forgot what I wanted to type DDDD:
HAHAHAHA okay then crab is here!! Byeee~~

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I guess I can't help it but.... I have to type out stuff on my blog to release stuff inside me DD:
I'M SORRY FOR THESE DISHEARTENING POSTS DD:

So yeah..

I can't stand how you keep complaining about him when he's not around.

I can't stand how you have such a thing for cleanliness to the point that I can't foster a dog.

I can't stand how you talk to him, or rather, angstily shout at him when you two talk.

YOU, SHUT UP.

How does that sound?

I can't stand how I feel that you're attention seeking when you show that you're suffering.

I can't stand how I was told to do something for you two, when there is nothing I feel I can do.

I can't stand how I suddenly remembered the smaller bits but shocking things he did.

I was the one who started it. She has nothing to do with it.

Yeah. Why you? Why did you start it?

I can't stand how you two keep saying you're trying yet keep blaming each other.

I can't stand how we get affected when you two are in bad moods.

I can't stand how I have witnessed males, even in marriage, who are able to find other women outside like nothing.

I can't stand how I can't tell anyone but type in ambiguity on my blog.

nande, nande, nande..?

YAYYY I FEEL BETTERRRRRRR :DD
I managed to finish my last E-Learning module homework~!!

Now I can go for Cosfest with a relaxed mind~

Actually, I'm having butterflies in my tummy DD:

Cause I'm nervous about meeting new friends XD

Oh wells!
Byebye~!

#nowplaying - Dear Remix Vers..

I want to see you, the voice thats no longer there
I keep on calling out your name
Such sorrow, such pain
The lonely night scares me
I look up to the sky
searching for you

((:

HI PEOPLE :DDD

I'm now with my cousins and we just left Resorts World Sentosa~ There's nothing much to see actually but the whole setting is just really cool and grand~ The humidity just made everything suck though :/

The last thing we visited was....... The carpark! Since we had to go to the car to drive off HAHAHAHAHA LAMEEE XD

Okay yeah we visited Candylicious last~! I lovelovelove shopping there >//w//<
The candies and chocolates in various cute sorts are amazing (* A *)
I bought a cherry crystal lollipop for Starlight kun since he's in love with that flavour HAHAHA :D
And a blueberry one for Ryodo kun! These are meant to be pressies for them after their Live performance! :D
I hope everything goes along well for the performances and the entire event as a whole :3

Random note: SELENA GOMEZ IS SO PRETTY OH GOD WHY WHY WHY :(( I WANNA BE PRETTY TOO :(( And she sings nice :DD

Oh gosh hear ye hear ye.
I was in Makan Place, one of my school's food courts, when I spotted a guy that I saw from a few weeks back, sitting at the next table.
He and his group of friends had asked us if they could play basketball with the guys 4v4 a few weeks back~
Oh gosh he has a nice face and stuff.. >///<
But I saw one of his friends spit last time. So. Urh. Yeah.
And I don't even know who he is at all. :P

BAIBAI!

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