Wednesday 25 April 2012

Omgomgomg :(



So yes.
I just wanted to say.
I'M SO TIRED OMGOMGOMG D:

My eyelids are like so heavy..
Been like this the past 3 nights..
Haven't felt like this in so long..
and especially NOT when I just start a school term..

I'm using way more com HAHAHA XD
ANDDDD there's so much work..

No time to upload photos, but I have a few in my phone~
Thanks everyone and stay tuned~!

Monday 23 April 2012

omg hectic!!

So yes omg I have been so busy wtcrap D:

It's like... during lessons/lectures/practicals
It's superrrr slack.
Then, the worksheets we do afterwards are the time consuming ones D:
I'm currently rushing out this post.
Probably gonna be lotsa photos only heehee :P

So yes!
Update on my JAF audition!
I didn't make it XD
I had stage fright.. Couldn't sing properly..
What a pathetic failure :/
Oh wells! I shall try again sometime!

Now, I'm gonna practice singing while jogging/bouncing.
So that I can try to get used to singing properly even when my voice is shakey.
HEHS :P

A compilation of photos from the past few days! :D



Sorry for tilted photo D:
But basically, my dad multitaks -.-
If you can see what he's doing while driving HAHAHA XD
We were driving to KAP for macs :D





CALDRON~!! <3 <3 <3




CAYLEN~!! <3 <3 <3





My view of the outisde from the JAF singing auditions' holding room~
I met Ryodo and his duet partner there!!
It was great!! :D







Sorry, I like taking pictures of the sky XD
A sunset from a few days ago? :P





Today's sunset!!
I actually placed my stuff aside and stood in the middle of the pavement along the road to take this.
I looked like an idiot as the cars vroomed by.
BUT OH WELLS :P






I had this during Inorganic and Physical Chem today~!!
Then I bought peach tea when I went home XD

KAYKAY BAIBAI!
#nowplaying - Beautiful Wish, my cover.
But I don't add to my video view count muahaha >:)





Friday 20 April 2012

waku waku!

OHHHHMYGOSHHHH XD

It's today! It's today!
(Stuart Little :D)

*Drumrolls..*

JAF 2 Auuuuuudtions 2012~!

Yeeeeah~
I like dragging my vowels ;D

So first off!
I need to safely find my way there.
Meimei[This is chinese for Little Sister btw] helped me find a way :D
But I know how to find it on Google maps too
 XP

Next!
I need to warm up my vocaaaaals >.<
I'm gonna go jogging later on~
Before preparing to go out!
Then do some vocal exercises before my time slot >.<

Then..
I need to choose clothes -.-
If it weren't for the adhsfkang photoshoot
I would've worn shorts, shirt and a jacket
Cause they're so comfy... :(

Lastly!
I need to stay calm omg :(
I don't know why I would feel nervous~
Maybe cause it's my first audition?

But that aside,
I'm just there for the experience, and
 I'm only gonna retain feedback and stuff from the judges~
Whether I get in or not, is up to God (:

If I get in,
it's a bonus!
AGREED?? (:

If I don't get in,
I would've gotten feedback already, so that's good enough! (:
I thinkkk I will get feedback.. I thinkkk.. 
Hopefully >.<

OHMYSHUCKS.
You know how hardddd it is to keep away from Twitter?!
Cause I wanna spam my emotions thereeee D:
But so far I havent typed anything heeheehee~
Maybe I will later~
If the butterflies in my stomach got out of control :O
HAHAHAHA!

But yeah, this has shown me, that I'm addicted to Twitter.
Bad bad girl :/

Oh btw my si ren dang pals...
I WANT STARBUCKKKS AHHHHHHH.
But no money.. waaaaa.. :(
Actually have lah, hehs :P
I DUNNO AHHHHHHHH.

*Jumps around like my butt's on fire*

KTHXBAI :D




oh. so now it's like this.


Hahaha.
Hahahahaha.
How funny.

So now, it's come to this?
Now I know what it's like when I used to do this.
Since now you're doing it to me.

Oh wells.
Let me just stay like this forever.
Oh, tmr is JAF2 Auditions.
I think this mood might really help me with the song's emotion (:

Okie okie maintain~
Nights.

hiatus.



Hai. Friends from everywhere (:

 
Some photos updates below~!


Lonely corridor~




These look super awesome~!
We wear them during everyyy practical session :D
They don't seem foreign anymore~!



 


Seriously. My labcoat is huuuuuge.
and it's size S -.-
Size XS ran out!! :(




My lab partner and I made these solutions~
For what?
Titration experiment DD:
WE FAILED HAHAHA.
She was super uptight throughout the experiment -.-
Kept saying "shittt..." in the soft, exasperated and annoyed kind of voice..
At least like 15 times or smth.
I think I found it annoying.
I'm terrible urgh.



 


Meimei and I had to settle our own dinner
So I cooked this~
And she prepared canned mushroom soup~
Cause I dunno how to make :DD




 

I really love our heart shaped ice <3
Makes drinks look cuter :D

#nowplaying - Saihate, Len's Version.
It's a sad song.
Hahaha.
Wanna hear it?

Wait. Don't click it if you don't appreciate VOCALOID music.
I didn't caps it cause I'm emphasizing or anything.
It's spelt as VOCALOID, all rightfully in caps.







Thursday 19 April 2012

today's thursday. somehow, i feel empty.


So yeah, as the title explains, I feel empty.
The whole day I just..
Felt like my heart was empty.
Like, that which used to be around..
 Is gone.

Even though everything seemed normal,
it really only seemed that way.
In my heart, I could feel it.

What used to happen..
Didn't happen.

Actions that usually came about..
Never did.

Your praises and compliments that sounded sweet.
Seem non-chalent and meaningless now.



I admit, I did ever think that this would happen.
Numerous times.
Cause I was being some terrible s***.
But I guess I wasn't prepared to actually face it.

But oh wells.
I don't deserve anyone.
I'll be going overseas in less than 3 years time, or smth.
I don't wanna dump that someone all alone in army,
while I'm somewhere far far away.

But anyways.
I probably won't have to experience that.
XD

The only guy,
 that I can go out alone with and have fun doing nth.
That I actually really think is cute.
That I actually tell him he's cute.
That I actually tell some others that he is cute.

Seriously, how often do I tell you guys that a guy is cute or hot?
Like.... never -.-
Am I even a girl?

That likes anime and manga too :D
That never gets tired of me. I think. :/
That accepts my nonsense as entertainment. I think.
That I usually buy things for.
That I'm willing to home-deliver food cause he needs to eat!! -.-

That I feel sad over[I think..] when he seems close to anotherrr.. yeah..

LIKE WTPONGS ISABELLE?!
That's being super childish and disgusting!! =o =
And why does it matter to me ARGHHHHHH D:
I just have this heavy feeling whenever I hear smth from somewhere and I think that's jealousy.
Eew Isabelle. You're scary. D:

That I ever considered numerous numerous numerous numerous numerous numerous numerous God-knows-how-many times, whether or not to.. mehmeh >.<

I was kinda not thinking straight much
so I enjoyed my lonely times today.
I even walked home from school today.
Under the rain.
Cause I didnt have an umbrella.

It was.... a bad idea....
I immediately got a headache hahaha XD
KIDS DONT TRY THIS AT HOME.
BUT WAIT. IT DOESNT RAIN AT HOME.
Hahaha funny.

Now it's still really bad gosh.
But it's alright.
I don't mind fainting and entering hospital now x)
For the past month or so,
I've been constantly thinking that I'll have a brain tumor or smth
since I always feel hazy when I get up to fast and have frequent heavy head feelings XD

I think about how I can deliver my final words.
That's one reason why I write in my diary to God (:
So if I die, ppl can read it.

BUT NOW STILL CANNOT LAH.
SO EMBARRASSING HAIYO.

So yeah, peace out~
#nowplaying - Safe and Sound, Taylor Swift <3




Ignore the date there.
Unless you wanna point it out on purpose
to tease or piss me off hahs.


BAIBAI! :DDD

Wednesday 18 April 2012


Hai there. Again. :D
Duh, this is my blog HAHA!

So I met Jiawei [guy one] for breakfast today!
He felt guilty for not seeing me when we were at the same bus stop
so suggested having breakfast tgt! :D


MOS Burger corn soup~! <3
I drank 2 cups :/
Then didn't have lunch HAHAHA!

I'm happy that my friend from poly,
is willing to breakfast with me :'D
THANKS JIAWEI!! XD
Then I met Meiying for CCA Fiesta touring :D
I ended up signing up for so many CCAs..
Guess how many? :/
1, 2, 3 and 4!




Red Cross, Rotaracts[Or smth..], Bowling and Astronomy!
Yeah omg I shocked myself.
First 2 were decided with Meiying XD

3rd one was partially cause of her and plus my own experience.

4th was cause of interest.
But actually...
I havent signed up online for Astronomy yet o.o
Kinda lazy to go to the website :/

WHY ISABELLE WHY?! D:
Aiya forget astronomy ba, I learn myself :/
Oh ya, sorry for lack pictures..
So YEAH!
Afterwards when Meiying went for class,
I headed down to Plaza Sing to meet my friend :D:D
AND STUFF HAPPENED ON MY WAY THERE.

WARNING:
WORDY EXPLAINATIONS AHEAD.

First, I almost got harrased.
I really didn't think much into it. 
Until an aunty came to my rescue hehs XD
My parents said that God sent an Angel, phew~

Then, I got off at the wrong stop.
Why?
I wasn't paying attention and didnt know
if that was my stop so I just got off D:
IT WAS SERANGOON.
[Which happened to be house area of the friend I was meeting HAHAHA!
I made him sad//angry cause I took the next train instead of waiting for him D:]
NOT DHOBY GHAUT HAHAHA!

BUT..
The next train I hopped on
turned out to be terminating at another stop, Marina Bay.
not the stop I was intending to go to!
Which is Dhoby Ghaut XD

So I ended up in Marina Bay then realized
and had to take another train back to DG..
Sighs what an adventure with the MRT :/

END.

Hai. No not the end of the post yet XD
We made it just in time for the 2.35 Mirror Mirror movie slot :D
The show turned out to be really cute and funny!! <3
The dwarfs were really cute HAHAHA!!
and the actress for Snow White was so pretty!! >.<
I didn't really care about the Prince HAHAHA~
Am I even a girl?! D:

Then we went around PS to hang around heehee :D
HE TEMPTED ME INTO SPENDING MONEY.
By going to Comics Conn and Daiso D:
Then he wanted to tempt me in Smiggles~
But in the end he bought the super huge eraser HAHAHA!!
And I didn't buy anything from there! XP

I really had fun in PS omg :DD
Even doing nth much with him is fun. I'm weird wuhver hmph! XP
Okaykay that's all!
Oh ya. I was printing a whole load of lecture notes.
My poor printer.

NO MUSIC PLAYING NOW.
KTHXBAI! (:



It's not really very magnificent here XD
But seeing this on my walk home refreshed me :D
It's so preeettyyyy~!! <3

If I ever get a boyfriend [I bet nvr lah pffft]
I wanna go watch Sunrise or Sunset or smth,
cause it's so pretty orange pretty :DD
or anyone else want also can!! :DD






Monday 16 April 2012

a must-attend-lecture today, according to law o.o

Hai. It's 11pm.
And I'm feeling really sleepy.

But I wanna post some updates here!! >.<

So yeah, my sis helped
to wake me up this morning at 6am :D
I like waking up early, so I can take my time~

THAT'S WHY!

I gotz these pics! :D


  Before!                          Awhile After!
See the sky's blue colour lightening as the Sun comes up? :D




Top: Before!
Bottom: Awhile After!
The clouds start to reflect the Sun's orangey rays! :D
So pretty <3





My view of the backyard of my Lobby/Block :D

And yes! I had THAT much time!
HAHAHA! XD
It's really heartwarming and relaxing
to watch the sky's colour change (:

SOOOO! Off to school!
The lecture from 8am-12pm wasn't too bad (:
Then we had lunch break.
I spent it running around and finding my way.
I got lost. I wanted to cry omg -.-

1. The Co-Op ran out of labcoats
2. My lab goggles cost me $13.90 =o =
3. I was late cause I got lost.

I'm just so pro, yah? -.-




This was my quick lunch!!
Watermelon juice and Char Siew Pau~!!
I had to gobble both down in 5 mins or smth :(



Practical from 1pm-6pm~!
I died.



That's my gloved hand and mah lecture notes (:

YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES EACH MICE GOT INJECTED?
My heart sank and I felt sick omg.
It's not even gory but yet..
urgh -.-

I feel so useless.
The other girls are like..
Confidenttt and wanting to try/practice more..
And here I am.. being weak :/

I know we're not trying to torture them,
but the thought of needles going into them..
multiple times in one day..
around the same areas..
 makes me feel sick.

Yeah :/

BUT I THINK WHILE WORKING AS A VET,
I WONT NEED TO INJECT ANIMALS MULTIPLE TIMES IN A DAY XD

Hopefully.
Actually, I won't feel sick, if I inject them to cure them.
-prays-


RANDOM PIC:


Fortune Arterial~!! <3<3




So yeah!!
Okay? :D
#nowplaying - Romeo to Cinderella [RinXLen Vers.]
<3<3
PEACE OUT!







Sunday 15 April 2012

my last...final...day of total rest...

SCHOOL STARTS TMR :(

#nowplaying - PONPONPON [Len Vers.]
<3<3<3

I don't wanna go to schooool..
I sucked on OC day 1..
Then skipped OC day 2..
I never cherished my chances to mix around >.<

I'm gonna die forever if I don't do smth tmr..
I can't be awkward!
Most of the girls are awkward too!
I must be my noisy and talkative self!

Wait.
How can I die forever?
....
-.-



ANYWAYS YA TODAY!
Sunday class was led by David, a fellow classmate,
since our YSGL, Mark was absent XD
YSGL = Youth Small Group Leader :D




Then, Tabby came in to help with teaching :D








Some epic bromance ;D










I had lunch with Meiying, Tim, Derek,
Song Tao[st], David and TimKoh[tk]~!

I ate kway chap, if you know what it is :D
NO PICS OF IT I FORGOT TO TAKE HAHA!


I saw my parents and lotsa other ppl too! :D
One of the uncles showed me this:




OREO CUPCAKES! <3
Cause they know that I bake,
So he asked me to try making this! ;D



Anyways,
Meiying, Tim, Derek and I continued roaming PS~
Plaza Singapuraaaaaa <3<3

Then we settled at Swensens where I just watched them pig out :P
~My view from my seat~
All the little
Minions muahahaha!


Then, I can't rmr what we did.
OH YA WE WENT CARREFOUR.
See my fb for pics >:)
Derek sat in a trolley HAHAHA!

Yeah, I think we split ways after carrefour~
I went to Bedok to make payment for my Inori cosplay stuff.
I don't feel comfy using the word "cosplay" on myself..
Cause I'm not trying to be her,
I'm just wearing it cause I'm singing her song for my performance :/

Then, I went Vivo!
Yes, again. HAHAHA! (:
But this time, to collect my paycheck ;D
$109.40 YAYYY! :D

I was supposed to settle my own dinner too.
But I really didn't know what to eat,
since Vivo is pretty expensive. Hehs.
So I ended up outside the pet shop, somehow XD

The sunset! (:




Same standing position as sunset shot.
But it's what's below instead :D


Yes. ESCALATORRRRRS~





My cute finds of the day :DDD



Meiji Choc Pops?!
Matcha Rock Candy?!
A Sunflower/Daisy phone earpiece hole plug thingy?!

1.75, 8.90 and 2.50 respectively :D
LOVE THEMMM <3






HAI MEIYING THIS IS FOR YOU.
Though they aren't really good photos.
MEH XP
#nowplaying - Saihate Ballad Arrange, Len Append's Vers.
EVERYTHING IS LEN?!
Yeah cause I'm playing music from my YT Rin&Len playlist XD
His shota singing voice..... <3

KAY PEACE OUT!
A

Saturday 14 April 2012

o.o !!exercise!! o.o

So I was encouraged by my mommy to do some exercise.
HAHAHA! XD

Yeah, I find that funny, cause it's me,
actually going to exercise after so0o0o long :P

So, I jogged in my condo's gym! (:


Omg I could feel my FATS jiggling
or smth when I jogged D:
TERRIBLEEEEEEEE.





Team MGS!! <3<3
I lost my MGS ring and
the MGS pen our SS teacher gave D':





Listened to Euterpe over and over~!
Just trying to make sure the lyrics are in my head :P





Saw this when I was gg back up XD
It's directed at a certain family staying above me.

How did I know? :O
My dad's the condo's "Chairman",
so he has to settle these social issues :/
Our neighbor staying opp us often rings our doorbell to speak with my dad.

Haizz.

Those ppl above..keep spitting in the lift..
It's really kinda gross :/

Anyways!! Enough of that!!
FOOOOOOOD :D



We had Macs for Brunch~!
Since it was about 11:30am when we ate XD





YAY MEEEEE.
fullstop.





My sister felt hungry omg.
So she only planned to cook 2 sausages.
But somehow, we started making scrambled eggs.
HAHAHA!

Even now, I'm eating my dinner.
And my cute granny is nagging me D:
Cause I'm not eating fast HEEHEE :D



#nowplaying - Being, guitar cover by animelodies1 <3<3
I PUT IT AS MY NEW BLOG MUSIC :D
ITS EVEN PRETTIER THAN THE PREVIOUS ONE HAHAHAHAHA!! XD
Peace out! :P