Saturday 27 October 2012

 
Wakaranai.
 
I'm so sleepy now but I'm still using the lappy even though I've got nothing to do :(
So I'm blogging ^^
But honestly speaking, my eyelids are heavy ;A;
 
I switched to BBC knowledge channel and it's showing some documentary on a rural German village's inability to accept that one of their own have done evil and cast the blame onto something that would seem like the evil do-er, which is, an imaginary mystical creature - The Werewolf.
 
Oh goodness this documentary is getting disturbing.
The actual criminal ate the flesh of the woman he killed. DD:
 
Oh. The narrator looks like Dumbledore.
HAHAHAHAHA XD
 
Oh goodness.
The axe he was using to hack wood left blood stains on the chopped firewood.
His son saw it and sensed something was off.
And he, realized his son's suspicion.
 
He brought his son into the woods,
handed him the axe,
and claimed he needed to return nature's call.
 
His son continued walking forth,
repeatedly turning back to face his father,
as if he was afraid of a surprise attack.
And his suspicion was right.
 
His father applied strong impact,
sending his son sprawled across the snow whilst the axe flew out of hand.
The son managed to grab ahold of the weapon and hacked into his father's leg,
triggering greater anger from his father.
 
That was when his father plunged his teeth into his son's neck,
tearing flesh apart.
 
OH MY GOSH I FEEL SO LITERATURE NOW.
But yeah this is greatly disturbing I'm going to have nightmares.. D:
 
Oyasumi! ^^

Wednesday 24 October 2012

Biostatistics..

To me, one of the worst kinds of lectures you can get, is a lecture on mathematics :/

Deshou? XD

I mean, its good because I'm getting explanations on how these biostatistics work but I can't get myself to stay alert D:
Maybe because I got about 6hrs sleep.... but that should be enough! D:

Oh I'm in biostats class now btw heehee I'm recording lecture cause I feel tired now.. might miss out on important tips and since I'm already sleepy I might as well do other stuff... like blogging ;D

I watched Body of Proof Season 2 last night because my sister follows it now and it distracted me XD
Last night's episode was on a bacterial outbreak of biosafety level FOUR and was found to be bioterrorism because a guy felt that the world is over populated and thought that more people should die... :/

The costumes and makeup were good in showing the bloody mouth foam, etc. The main character also has a very cool and strong character that reminds me of a more pro version of my dad hehs. Good show overall! For those CSI or Bones or Castle lovers ;D

P.S: what's with that image above..?
ITS ONE OF MY FAV GAMES NOW <3
Kay bye ((:

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Friday 19 October 2012

Slumping into the Shadows.

I try not to think about it. But how can it be possible when I witness it time and again?

Its obvious I don't have great vocals compared to many people, cause the amount of true support I receive from family, friends and strangers are at a low.

The one that hits me the hardest is family. Be it distant aunties or grandaunties and uncles and whoever. Its like no matter how much I try to show myself, nothing happens.

Well, I guess it can't be helped since I don't have talent. So all I can do is to feel sad and move on in life. Afterall, singing is the only thing that I can pull out of my pocket whenever I'm feeling all alone.

Its an important refuge.

I'll forever be slumped in people's shadows.

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Wednesday 17 October 2012

And School Has Started.
 
Hi!
So yeah since now I have no Twitter (I deleted my account)..
I had these urges to type what I was doing or what I was thinking and stuff..
But I have no Twitter and FB didn't seem suitable to type YT related stuff because my family all have me as friends..
So I have curbed my urge HEEHEEHEE >:D
 
ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED!
 
Okay anyways.. :P
I've been see-ing Japanese VOCALOID songs with English translations..
And some sound really really awkward at certain areas..
So Im gonna try making my own set of English lyrics for "Shiwa" aka "Wrinkles" cause I really really love this song.
Of course with reference to the English translations already available cause my Japanese is not of good standard.
hahaha! :P
 
The title may sound silly or weird to some but it' a really meaningful song.
The only song that makes me feel like crying everytime I hear it. :/
And I have no idea why..
 
Okay anyways..
Another problem of mine that has been with me for a LONG time..
I always find lots of songs I wanna cover, but never get around to covering them, then either give up on them or get to them like months later =o =
 
Some on my list are~
**means top priority~!
 
- Shiwa by GUMI [High notes..]
 
- Bouquet [Starlight kun introduced it to me a while back] [High notes..]
 
- Answer by Luka [Hopefully for DSchorus audition]
 
- Sakura Kiss Eng Vers [OHSHC Opening!] [Easiest to cover (:]
 
- Interviewer by Luka, 96neko inspired!**
 
- Ama no Jaku piano **
 
- Rain stops, Good bye by Miku
 
- Kocchi Muite Baby by Miku [High notes..]
 
- Perfect Day by Supercell's Nagi
 
- HATSUKOI GAKUEN!! Anyone wanna sing as Len or GUMI with me? :3
 
Yeah I have somemore but arghhhhhh..
I have my Animal Welfare and Behaviour worksheet between me and my lappy..
It's half-done..
Im going to sleep sighs..
Nights!

Sunday 7 October 2012

Life updating.

Those pictures above are a couple of my major fail maple randomized looks XD

Hi people (:
So I got knocked down again.
And it was painful like other times.
At least I think it was.
Cause I'm starting to feel numb.. maybe? (:

Parents ask me why. Ask me to say what I'm thinking of. Assume things cause I don't say anything.
But the truth is that I really don't know. XD

And sadly it makes them worry too..
Shinpai shinai de. I wanna say that to them.. but sometimes their words hurt too(I can't rmr why).. even as they're trying to "pry" me open.. cause there's really nothing to dig out.. is there..?

I just did a whole load of blog shopping D: if only I had the money to do the kind of shopping I do.. I NEED TO WORK D: I'm such a lazy bum oh dear.. Kay nights!

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